Going Bonkus! *sobs*

The past few days didn't run very well for me.Things were moving haphazardly and there were times I had no idea what I was doing.

I can't communicate effectively. My thoughts and verbal responses do not match.

I can't think clearly. Everything is muddled.

I hate it when I get emo.

I hate it when I can't evaluate my perceptions, beliefs and feelings in the way I should.

It feels as though I have been thrown out of my locus of control.

It feels very hei-mong-mong.

N-G oh N-G. How long do you want to be like that?
Out of 7 days, there bound to be 3 days where it feels as though the world is on your shoulders.

If I don't pick myself up and start fighting, I'll be in the dump again.

I am going to land myself into trouble if I carry on being so 'hili-hulu'

For instance, I sent in my narratives without remembering to paste it into Form B. Can you beat that?
Next what? Walking out of the house in nude?

Life can be difficult, when the unforgiving one is none other than yourself.
I have no idea how long can I sustain this emotional burden and prevent myself from weeping.

Nine weeks of formal learning to go.

Goodbye university
Farewell painful chapter
But unkind memories will haunt for life.