Happily Unhappy

I know this makes no sense to you but it certainly does to me.

I am happy to be remorseful, miserable and pathetic.

Then again, I cant help but to wonder why my happiness is extremely short-lived. My excitement dies down easily. Reading all those self-help tips on how to be happy doesn't seem to help. Retail therapy, gastronomic adventures, spas and beauty splurges are not helping either. [My problem with retail therapy started when I got my car and it has been doing me more harm than good ever since. How sad :"(]

Guess, good things come free.

Perhaps simplicity is what I require.

Maybe it's the fire element I am lacking in my chart.

[F/S Practioner said that people who lack this element would not be happy in life]

Heh. Poor N-G. You are so sad ..

S - A - D

But at least I am happy with this blog.

No one knows about it (I hope) and

Hopefully no one bumps into it too.

Perhaps one of these days, I should start blog whoring and earn some good money from adsense.

Afterall, we know S-E-X SELLS!.

But don't get me wrong, my body is not.

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p/s: IF YOU SO HAPPEN TO READ MY BLOG, please do let me know because I am curious to see what is'coincidence' is