Ke-N-G-ian

I want to verbalise my thoughts so badly
There's so much I want to say in life
Who would share the sentiments as I do

Thanks to blogspot.com, a modern replacement of personal diaries.
No, I am not interested in the fame from 'blog-whoring' or wanting people around me to know how 'happening' my miserable life is.

I did this [NOW] because I want to feel normal.
Talking to myself, pretending that my softoy is listening and concuring with me or looking at the sky for motivation and support.. hmph.. borders insanity, no?
Heh. I am serious.

Sigh.

He's so beautiful yet I have no courage to admire him from the front
He's so dynamic yet I cannot bring myself to speak to him
All I could do is to enjoy the lateral view of his face and upper trunk from where I am.
My object of adoration yet blurred with shadows of dislike.
Afterall, who would like to be reminded of her stupidity and vulnerability?
I wish I could hug him, but who am I?

Some things are better left unsaid.
Six weeks of productive studying and the chapter closes.
Goodbye University.

I am going to study hard and pass my EOS
I WILL PASS
I MUST PASS!!!
[I love you pa, ma. This will be for you guys]