Psych

Psych is coming to an end. Five weeks ago feels like yesterday. I still feel as if I don't know anything. There's so much to learn and it's not comforting at all to know that learning does not equate to retaining. I'm glad my consultant was rather lax and nice (...and lets hope he will be nice to my PASAF form too). I am also quite happy knowing that I've got all my module requirements done although it was draining me away for the past 5 days. I never knew I can get so much sucked in by writing a psych case hx. Nevertheless, I am still looking for room for improvement although time is not on my side as I've heaps to read and study.

I tried to understand myself better by relating to others during this run. I became so obsessed with who I was who I am and what I will be. I was so into personality disorders and was in search of my type. I never knew Jung's personality typing can be so accurate (for me at least). Will bitch later on that.

I just want myself to know that more good things are happening to me .. maybe that's my change in perception..maybe my world is rocking away... maybe God wants to be nice to me this time ard.. maybe this and maybe that..

Does it matter anyway?

Live life to the fullest. Follow your hearts. Chase your dreams. Challenge yourself. Screw any self-defeating thoughts or behaviour. You can't re-live history but since there's an undiscovered journey in front of you, make the change.

xxox