Can You Cheat Death?

One extreme, I could have died.
Another extreme, I might be dysfigured; perhaps parapelgic.. maybe limping away.

IF my reflex wasn't fast enough and I didn't jam my brakes on time.
IF I was driving at yesterday's state of mind.

Ta-dah, oncoming car would have crashed into the sides of my car.
No, I don't remembering having enough crumple zone there.
One incident I truly do not want to remember but I must avoid all incompetent pork-free siew paus on the road.
Siu mais on 4 wheels too.

Was thinking over what I have been saying throughout the past two weeks.
Phrase: 'I am not afraid of dying'

But am I ready to go?

It all started when I told my dad I wanted an improved handling for WyKA.
He said WyKA was not engineered for speed.
But WyKA is engineered for fun. (I didn't make this up)
However I am still not giving up until I get some new donuts + maybe TT sus.
Not that I want to go fast but I just dont want to lose the car's momentum at corners.
Plus, it's not easy to countereffect the state of understeer.

Sigh, if it isn't your time to go, it isn't perhaps.
If it is, then you cant cheat death can you?
Just like the MASSIVE motor vehicle collision in NKVE last Sunday.
Two men fell onto LDP from 50 ft above, probably due to lack of judgement.
Maybe they did not realise that they were stucked in between dividers while trying to escape from the wreckage.
Worse, one of them was dragged by an oncoming car for 10 metres.
Fated to die on that day perhaps.
I don't know, just a thought.

Perhaps I feel more sorry for the innocent victims.
Especially the driver who dragged the deceased for 10 metres.
Psychological disturbances. Traumatized. Whatever you name it.
Not easy to wipe such memory. Maybe impossible.
Wonder how much does self-meditation works in such circumstance.

Sigh.

Not a good time for me.
Perhaps that woman was right.
Some event is coming.
And I have every reason to fear.

Signing off.